Thursday, November 29, 2007

Hoping for a BFN

This week has been just plain weird.

In the beginning of the week I felt some menstrual type cramping and I was a hormonal lunatic to say the least. Somehow on Tuesday before 8am, I had managed to call my husband a prick in the kitchen and hang up on him twice on my way to work. Who the hell was that woman? I cried on and off all day Tuesday...the twins thought I was nutty and they laughed at me all day.

Yesterday I had jury duty. If I was not called by noon, I got to go home. At 11:40 I was making my grocery list and planning a long walk with the fat labs and of course, right at 11:41 my number was called. I was selected for a criminal trial and 6 hours later, I was on my way home.... did I mention this trial included a love triangle, a drunken threesome and cement blocks being thrown at a front door at 3:30am???

Doc emailed me. The pathology confirms that it was pregnancy tissue which I passed...no shit. Chromosomal test not back yet. Tomorrow morning I am instructed to take a HPT. If positive I have to go in for an ultrasound. I have never wanted a negative so badly.

Why was I nutty this week, crampy, etc? Did my HCG finally plummet after the miscarriage? Did I ovulate? What the fuck was that. That woman was nuts but I think she is gone for now, my hubby is quite glad.

4 comments:

AwkwardMoments said...

WOAH... I am so sorry the nutty lady came for a visit. I am glad that you are feeling better

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

Yeah... Actually you don't sound weird for being scared to conceive again without knowing why your other two angels didn't live. If there is something preventabe, you want to do it BEFORE you get pregnant.

I just hope you get some answers sooner rather than later.

I didn't even know what kind of testing to ask for in my 1st miscarriage. I will if it ever happens again. But getting that histology report is plain stupid. You passed "products of conception" - DUH!

Meghan said...

Sorry you had a few rough days there.
Sounds like a crazy case for jury duty!

And hoping you get that BFN tomorrow (hmmm....never though I'd write that)

battynurse said...

Hoping you get a BFN tomorrow. I've been dealing with a similar nutty lady lately so I know what you mean. My moods have been so crazy all over the place it's not even funny.