Wednesday, May 7, 2008

One Year

I cannot believe one year has passed since I found out we were pregnant for the first time. One year ago today I got two lines and then we went in on the 9th for a blood test to confirm. We were so happy back then and I assumed that I would see my baby and hold him or her in January. I will never make those assumptions again.

Sorry little pollywog, I know people tell us it just "was not meant to be" but I will forever disagree. It was meant to be and I am so sorry.

11 comments:

Denise said...

I'm so sorry you didn't get to meet pollywog.

niobe said...

It's amazing how many changes a year can bring. I'm sorry that these changes have been such sad ones.

Jen said...

I'm so sorry that you had to mark an anniversary like this.

AwkwardMoments said...

I am sorry for pollywog too!

Duffy said...

Oh Meg,

I am thinking of you on this very difficult anniversary and my heart goes out to you, and your little pollywog too. Big hugs to you sweetie.

Jamie said...

I have the same thought - I have never felt my first pregnancy "wasn't meant to be."

Hugs to you . . .

Newt said...

Thinking of you and pollywog today.

Loren said...

:( a year that shouldn't have happened the way it did.
It wasn't NOT meant to be. Its just a crapfest of imperfection that we all contend with.
Wishing happy times for this next year for you.*hugs*

Ms. Planner said...

These auspicious anniversaries are always tough. Thinking of you.

Me said...

I'm sorry.

Ann said...

It is devastating when we make plans, and then have them dashed. I am so sorry.