Friday, December 19, 2008

Leaving

I will be finished nannying the twins in two weeks as I will be starting my clinical internship in January. I need every second I can with them to soak it all in before I am not there everyday!! I started with them when they were 3 weeks old and they will be 2 years on 12/26. I have lost my own babies while with them and they have been what keeps me glued together. As much as I hated being told how "lucky" I was to have twins by strangers thinking they were mine, I needed that at many times these past two years. I remember taking them to the park and being told my daughters were beautiful at the time I was waiting for my D&C scheduled a week away. Their giggles and smiles kept me going throughout the days when I just wanted to stop. I am so grateful I am pregnant when I am saying goodbye to them...

3 comments:

Jamie said...

That is such a precious picture. They are fortunate to have had you for these two years!

Fiddle1 said...

What a touching post and a touching photo. I can't imagine the emotions you must be going through moving on to your next job!

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I'm so glad you're pregnant before saying goodbye to them too!