We are trying this next cycle. For me, this means there is a good chance I will be pregnant next month. I seem to be pretty good at getting to the point of being pregnant- I just cannot seem to keep them alive and sprouting. So in my reality, the thought of trying in a few weeks can mean all will happen pretty rapidly....or not, and that is okay.
We were going to wait a little longer so my chances of finishing my clinical internship and graduating in August 2009 were more of a reality. But come on, let's be honest....we cannot count on everything working out and we all know that a "planned" healthy full-term pregnancy is not in my cards. So the planning is out the window and if I have to finish up my clients and graduate with a little munchkin in tow, that is wonderful by me.
I have many different levels of anxiety surrounding this third round. I am just trying to throw some of my control out the window and seeing what happens....call me crazy.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
So now it gets interesting...
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Wishing you the best in this try. Will keep you in my prayers that all works out.
I remember having that feeling last April...knowing that first month out I'd probably get pregnant, which I did. It's the following months that are the hard part.
I hope things work out for you, but I know that for you the positive pregnancy test won't be the end of any struggle.
Thinking good thoughts for you!!! I'm hoping for all the best. *hugs*
:)
Hey crazy!
And I am with you on the expectation of getting pregnant just the uncertainty of the outcome.
But, if it means anything, third time was the charm for me...
I'm right there with you...getting ready to count my life in two-week segments...praying that THIS is going to be the one to stick.
Sending you *hugs* and warm fuzzy thoughts for this cycle. Hoping that this is going to be the one for both of us.
best of luck and I'll be thinking of you
oh Meg! I am excited and hopeful for you, and at the same time carrying this hope and excitement carefully and sacredly as I know next month is just the beginning for you. I am proud of you for being willing to let go and go with the desire in your heart, knowing all the risks it entails. You are brave with love and with hope and that bravery will make you a wonderful mama.
Very excited for you. I have my fingers crossed!
I wish I was one of those women who saw a positive HPT and went and registered for baby stuff. Not so with us, eh?
Abandoning "THE PLAN" is one of the first steps towards parenthood, where you realize you really have very little control over anything.
MissedConceptions
Whoohoo! Bring it on! Can't believe the month is here... Just take it day by day. That's all you can do. Here's to a septum free pregnancy.
How exciting it must be for you.
plans rarely work out the way you plan. Just go for it.
Wishing you luck...
m
Wishing you nothing but the best, Meg. I know there is nothing I can say to take the anxiety away, but just know we'll all be holding our breath with you.
I hope this month is the month, Meg, and that you do have to graduate with a munchkin in tow. Best wishes.
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