Wednesday, November 12, 2008

6w1d :: Begging for life

Please let there be a growing, living baby inside of me. Please do not let me go in there on Monday morning and see a black hole or a tiny baby gone too soon again. Please, please let me see life. Not death. I am begging you. I cannot live with another loss. I know this, I cannot.

21 comments:

Annie said...

thinking of you, hoping and praying that you see a heartbeat on Monday.

I know the waiting is so hard...I hate that pregnancy has to be so full of anxiety for those of us who have had losses :(

((hug))

Me said...

Thinking of you.

admin said...

Deep breaths sweetie. Monday is just around the corner. I know how hard it is to trust your body after loss. I am sorry this part has to be so stressful.
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Antigone said...

Joining you. We'll all be here on Monday.

Lori Lavender Luz said...

Me, too. Caring and hoping and waiting with you.

G$ said...

Oh Meg, I'm here holding your hand.
xo

Duffy said...

praying every day for life for you. I am here, waiting and begging with you, for you. It has to be different this time, it just has to.

You are in my thoughts and heart, daily.

Kristi said...

Praying for you...

(((HUGS)))

B MoM said...

wishing you only happiness and good news on Monday. it's your time! (This is me, formerly BLOWL - the one with the fibroid who will likely have to have a hysteroscopy to remove it). Your success will be an inspiration for me. =)

J Sweet said...

I'm there with you too.

Jamie said...

Hoping, wishing, praying . . .

We'll all be there, holding your hand Monday morning.

Denise said...

Oh, I am so anxious for Monday to get here for you. I wish I could press the fast forward button.

L said...

This is a different pregnancy and will hopefully result in a different outcome.

This wait -- the one until the worst ultrasound -- is the worst. It does get better, I promise.

MissedConceptions

L said...

I meant the "first" ultrasound, not the worst ultrasound. But it is the worst, because you know what is at stake. Damn those women who eagerly look forward to it without losing one night of sleep!

Sanan said...

Hoping and praying with everythings crossed - everythings gonna be great on Monday!

Thinking of you.

Fiddle1 said...

Hoping the weekend keeps you as occupied as it can. I'll be thinking about you on Monday.

Phoebe said...

I'll be there too. Sending lots of positive life energy your way!!

c. said...

I know this desperation well. Hoping you see that heartbeat on Monday. Thinking of you.

Annie said...

I know I already posted, but I am thinking of you again and hoping for good news tomorrow ((hug))

Sushilover said...

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. Fingers crossed that everything will go wonderfully!

Larisa said...

Hoping this is real for you.